Im glad God has me in His Hands

 Ok so from now on I will be spelling the word cancer in lower case during my journaling. It just doesn't feel right to have cancer capitalized in the same sentence or paragraph as Christ, my Lord and Savior because he is so much bigger(beyond calculation) than cancer or any human condition for that matter!!

I dont have any new information on the staging of the cancer but the PET scan went well yesterday, other then having to have my arms above my head for what seemed like hours (about 40min). I was praying for God's strength through all the silent whining about the charlie horses in my shoulders. Thinking, wow I am officially the biggest baby, how am I ever gonna get through whats to come....Then He reminded me... He heard me....He was there....He always is....Always will be...  Just when I thought I couldn't hold on any longer and was ready to scream, it was over. YAY!!! Thank you Lord!!. I apologized to the techs for being a whiner too. I dont enjoy being a bad patient.

Tonight, the Lord took me to Romans 5:1-5, which are comforting words during suffering.


English Standard Version (ESV)

Peace with God Through Faith

5  Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we^[a] have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. ² Through him we have also obtained access by faith^[b] into this grace in which we stand, andwe^[c] rejoice^[d] in hope of the glory of God. ³ Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, ⁴ and endurance produces character, and character produces hope,⁵ and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.

Ill try to journal on Friday after my appointment.

God Bless You All and I Love You Mucho!